Like being shot by a bullet

O' Allah...
I have so much burden right now
What should I do?
One by one they keep coming
piling on my shoulders
stalking me everywhere
making more and more creases on my forehead
disturbing my work
controlling my mind
I don't know how long I can cope
It's getting harder and harder.

I try to find peace by tadarrus
by talking with my family
by finding comfort from dear hubby
by smiling
but in my heart
I was at another two different places
one is making me loosing my enthusiasm
the other is surviving on a shoestring
What should I do?
I wish I hit a jackpot
but that's impossible.

O' Allah...
help me please...
help me to overcome this trials
sooner would be better
but it's better late than never.
I really need Your help
There's no one better than you to help me
I'm afraid I might loose my mind soon

The fitnah, the debt, the back biting
the haters
making my life miserable
I'm so afraid...

Show me the right way...
help me please
I need You.

Many choices at JW Collection, KK Square

Assalamualaikum and happy Ramadhan to all my friends and visitors. Thanks for taking some time to drop by my blog and reading my random writing. Recently something unthinkable happen to my dear husband and I've written a post about it although not very specific. It's just the way I'm pouring out the burden that I'm going through with him. Anyway, I can't let the problem dampen my spirit and since this is Ramadhan, I'm trying my best to fulfill it with more ibadah and happy sharing with you.

So... let's boost my self esteem with one of my fav things which is visiting any new store or boutique selling Islamic dresses. Join me at JW Collection for a drooling journey.


This is the front view of the store. It's rather small compared to the one in KB Mall but you still will be spoilt for choice. Just look at that!


Oooooh... this one really caught my eyes but I don't think I'll wear it in public, too bright for me but beautiful and the price is only RM69.


More choices that you can definitely find one that will suit you.


I already found one that I like. The salesgirl shyly helps me to hold the abaya. This pattern has 3 different colours; purple, black and brown. I love all of them, but... let's try this one....


yes.... I took the purple abaya to try but sadly it's quite tight on the above part so... it's not for me. Maybe because I put it on while my black abaya is still on. Anyway, I'll be there again next time because KK Square is just 5min from home. Oh, the price... it's RM89.90. The material is satin and very soft.

If you wish to find a colourful and beautiful abaya with reasonable price, give JW a visit and who knows you might go home with a big smile on your face.

Wassalam.

Bought them for Eid but...

Yes... they are my new abayaat from ABAYA SOUQ that were suppose to be my Eid attire but because the temptation is too much for me, I end up wearing both HANNAN and LISHA twice already. Hehe.


What can I say? They fit me nicely, no need for alteration at all. And I really like both materials of this two abayaat. Oh, I'm glad I bought them from Nani at ABAYA SOUQ. However, now they are nicely pressed and waiting patiently for their next service for me.

So, just stay put and we'll meet again this Raya/Eid.

A TRIBUTE TO ALLAH, YA ILAHI

Assalamualaikum and a very good day to all my dear friends. It's the second day of Ramadhan and all around the town I can feel the spirit of it especially during the peak hours before breaking our fast. One of these days, I'm going to post some pictures of how people in Kelantan celebrate Ramadhan. However, for now, I'd like to share this beautiful nasheed that means so much to me. Sometimes when I'm down, I listen to this nasheed to boost my iman. It contains music so if you have an issue with it, I'm sorry. I'm a bit lenient with music if what really matters to me is the lyrics and the message behind it and the song is praising Allah.

YA ILAHI

IN THE NIGHT, AMONG THE NIGHTS
I DON'T KNOW
WHAT HAPPENED TO ME
A DARKNESS INVADED ME
O' LORD

THE EARTH AND THE SKY SHRINKED
AND MY HEART DIDN'T SEE THE LIGHT
AND THE TEARS STARTED TO FALL
O' MY GOD

O' MY GOD 4 X

I SINNED AND THE REGRET IS BIG
AND I AM IN MY SADNESS SORRY
I CAN'T SUPPORT THIS REGRET O' LORD

DO THE ENEMY, O' GOD, NEED TO BE
A CRIMINAL
I CAN'T SUPPORT THIS BITTER REGRET
O' MY GOD

O' MY GOD 4 X

YOU ARE THE ONE WHO CREATED ME
GAVE ME MERCY
AND ENRICHED ME
ALWAYS, O' LORD YOU WERE WITH ME
BUT I NEGLECTED YOU
AND I FORGOT WHAT YOU HAVE
AND I FOLLOWED MY ROAD
O' MY GOD

O' MY GOD 4 X

C/O
YOU ARE THE ONE GAVE ME MERCY
AND ENRICHED ME, WHO CREATED ME
ALWAYS, O' LORD YOU WERE WITH ME
BUT I NEGLECTED YOU
AND I FORGOT WHAT YOU HAVE
AND I FOLLOWED MY ROAD
O' MY GOD

O' MY GOD 4 X

AND TODAY O' LORD, I AM DEMANDING
PROTECTION FROM THE DARKNESS
WITHOUT FRONTIERS
THE HEART IS BROKEN
AND THE PATH IS HARD
AND I, THE DROWNED, I ONLY SEE YOU
TO RESCUE ME
NO RESCUER, NO RESCUER
EXCEPT YOU

O' MY GOD 4 X

O' MY GOD 4 X

Thanks for listening and watching with me.

A FEW DAYS BEFORE RAMADHAN

Assalamualaikum and Ramadhan Kareem everyone. I think I feel the peace and happiness spreading all over the place with Ramadhan's spirit. It's a kind of an overwhelming feeling if you are able to fast and do the compulsory and commendable ibadah.

Lucky people.

Anyway, I was just going to share what had happened a few days before Ramadhan.

Well, there were so many things happened but I will just share ones that are important to me.

On Wednesday, I have a meeting with 2 of my close friends at my office as my contribution in helping one of them to organize a JUMBLE SALE as a fundraising activity for her school. Kak Ina, is the headmistress of SRI AL-HAFEEZ, a new private Islamic primary school. She's been doing her best in raising funds for the school and as a friend, I'll try my best to help her. Along with he thelp of Kak An (jumble sale was her idea), we are planning to do this project as soon as possible, maybe after Eid. Hopefully this project will be helpful and fruitful for the school.



After the meeting, we went out for lunch at NOODLE STATION, KB Mall, a treat from Kak An. It's my first time eating there and I tried one of the noodle dishes that only get 3stars from me. It's good but not very good and taste like Kak An's noodle. However I still like it. Just enjoy the pictures.

Thursday was a very hectic day for me. Although it's my OFF DAY but I hvae to do so many errands for my bookshop and also for my family. Early in the morning I washed the clothes then ironed several of my husband's shirts and also my abayaat. At 8.00 am, I have a whole body massage treatment at home until 10.30 am. It was very good but that night my whole body feels hurt. Lucky the next day, I'm okay.

After that I took my mom to a an optometris for her new glasses and also mine. Then off we go to 3 banks at 3 different places, from Kubang Kerian to Pengkalan Chepa and lastly to Kota Bharu. Next was to the post office to post a few packages for my customers. Back at home at 1.00 pm and got busy with Zuhur and lunch preparation. Afternoon.... I was so tired and passed out.

Yesterday was another busy day and we just recieved news that my FIL has a heart attack and he was in quite a bad condition. At the same time my husband have to go for a 2-days course. I have to cancel my attendance to my monthly religious group meeting and do what I hvae to do for the family.

That's it. And today, on the 1st Ramadhan, I'm back at work.

RAMADHAN MUBARAK

TO ALL MY FRIENDS ALL OVER THE WORLD.

HAPPY RAMADHAN EVERYONE.

LIKE BEING ALONE

Assalamualaikum my friends and visitors.

Alhamdulillah, at last I can access my blog again after some fatal error for almost a week. I really don't know what's the problem is but every time I logged in, I can't even open my blog. I MISS you. I really miss writing daily in KakChik's Wardrobe and I'm so glad that this blog is still available for me.

Whenever I can't write, I feel like I'm alone in this 'world' and some times I feel the same thing in reality too.

Anyway, let's forget about it and be positive for the coming days.

After one week, we are going to meet with RAMADHAN and I believe all of us are really looking forward for this holy month. Getting ready physically and spiritually for IT makes me feel like I'm going to meet someone very important. I have to wear the best dress that I have, behave with the best behaviour, and so on, just to make sure that I can face HIM with my best condition during Ramadhan.

Oh, got to stop for a while.... INTERMISSION.... be right back

Making a niqab from a shayla

Assalamualaikum and good morning to all my friends out there. It's almost 7.30 A.M. now and I'm browsing through YT looking for interesting videos that I can share with you especially regarding hijab and niqab.

Well, I do find one video that's very interesting from thecanadianmuslim that I think most of you might already watched. Anyway, since I've never try this kind of style that she shown, I think it would be good to share it with you. And I'm going to try it myself soon.

Here's the video and I hope it will help some of us to style our shayla into a niqab.


Until my next entry. Got to go have my breakfast now.

Missing In Action

ASSALAMUALAIKUM to all my dear friends who have been visiting or visitors who dropped by KakChik's Wardrobe. May all of you are in good health and the very best of mood today. It's weekend for most of you anyway and I hope you are enjoying your time with your love ones.

I'm really SORRY for being MIA for more than a week. It's all because of my FINAL EXAM which was rather difficult and the schedule was also quite packed. So... like it or not I have to postpone updating my blogs and chose to spend my time with the books instead. I know some of you might be wondering what has happen to me? Really sorry girls for not able to visit you or replying your comments and messages.

InshaAllah from today onwards I'll be blogging as usual again. And will try to share with you many good information about muslimah's fashion and my life.

As I am at work now, I'll just make this short and try to get back online this afternoon. Well, bye for now.

Wassalam.