A Drama Crazy Holiday

Assalamualaikum dan Jum'ah Mubarak.

It has been quite several days already after my last post. I was having quite a busy schedule for two projects concerning my businesses. So many things have happened during these few days and I seem to have not enough time to write anything here.

Anyway, I'm enjoying my Chinese New Year's holiday right now. Oh, Gong Xi Ni to all my Chinese friends especially Kak Aliya and Adawiah. 

So.... I've been pampering myself with doing nothing important since yesterday. Staying at home and lazing around watching Korean Dramas online. I have not done this for such a long time and yesterday to amuse myself alone since Hubby was working, I watched 2 dramas.

Really drama crazy for a day. People would say I'm wasting my time but no... I'm not. I do house chores while doing that. 

Enough with the dramas and I need to do constructive things after this. What would you suggest I do for the next 2 days? Apart from shopping.

Just an update.

Assalamualaikum and good morning everyone.

Alhamdulillah... after a night of peaceful rest, I am very happy that Allah still allow me to wake up this morning. There are still so many things that I want to do as an addition to my good deeds part before I parted with this world. Amal makruf nahi mungkar, is easy to say but not very easy to apply.

Today, as usual is the busiest day for me. I already prepared a list of tasks that I'd have to complete starting from the Home Tasks, the Business Tasks and the Pleasure Tasks. Thanks to dear husband, two of my Home Tasks are already complete. He washed all the dirty clothes yesterday, alhamdulillah. The only thing that I have to do now is folding, hanging and ironing them.

Sweeping the floor is also done for both floors. Alhamdulillah and thank you to dear husband. I'm going to treasure his thoughtfulness and insyaallah will treat him with something special for lunch today. Since he's working from home, he's gradually adapting his self as the 'house manager'. I know it's not easy and challenging to his ego, but dear husband has changed a lot. I think emotional stability comes with open mindedness and wise decision in handling life obstacles. Just alhamdulillah.

Ok, now I have to start preparing to go out for the Business Tasks and if I manage to handle everything nicely I might pamper myself with the last tasks. Sight-seeing or window-shopping looks interesting hehe.

And this is my fashion idea for today.

This is all I need for today. by hanniaziz featuring red jewelry

See you later.

When a customer said she's satisfied...

I know she mean it.

An abaya makes a lady.

This days whenever I go out to town my eyes will always be alert at anything resembles an abaya. I just can't stop looking when I saw a woman wearing an abaya. Inside my head, all this kind of questions tumbling among each other:

• where did she buy it?
• who sell it?
• is that the same one that I sell at my blogshop?
• how much is it?

and on and on...

What an elegant lady.

After Eid, I was a bit lazy to update my blogs and the long holiday with so many weddings and open house invitations makes me more lazy. But I am still alert when I spot a lady in an abaya hehe.

That's just me.

This and That

Assalamualaikum and happy Ramadhan everyone.

What a busy day ahead and at the back of my mind, I keep reminding myself to have a look at my notes because tomorrow I have another exam to sit. So I have to neglect this blog for a few days and focus on the main blog only. 

Suhur's menu: Sweet Sour Scrambled Egg

I'm sorry for doing this but my focus is branching out so much. I am trying to be focus in a few current things that I'm doing. Even though I plan not to pay lots of attention to business during Ramadhan, and give more attention to other ibadat, it's just impossible.

This is gonna be brief and I'd like to share with you something. C of the blog Old Muslim Woman In the Shoe has interviewed me and the interview was published yesterday in her blog. If anyone interested in reading, please visit HERE.

Bye for now. Wassalam.

It's easy to say 'Sabar' or be patient...

but it's practically not easy to be patient. Very hard indeed.

Assalamualaikum dear sisters, friends and readers.

Sorry for the 4 days delay in updating this blog. I have been focusing on my other blogs. Lots of events have happened and they concerned other blogs' activities.

Anyway, I always pray and hope that all of you are in good health and doing good in whatever adventure in your life. As for me, my life as a Muslimah has always be fun and most of the time memorable.

Back to the topic above, this morning I reached my office (the Islamic Library) a bit late than usual. On the way here, my patience was tested sorely. Driving on the road of my neighborhood is one way of testing your iman and patience.

There was a car in front of mine driven by a man who maybe thinking that the road is his. He can do whatever he wants. If he feels like he want to swerve to right, it his right. Drivers behind him are not important at all. If he wants to suddenly signaled to the left and easily stop, that's also his right. Huh!

And as the immediate car behind him, I just can't stand it anymore. Feels like I want to horned him on and on. Grrr...  only Allah knows how much I tried to be as patient as I can. Allahu Akbar! That guy really got on my nerve.

After that car stopped somewhere I don't care, I feel so bless because my heart rate goes down to normal again. Alhamdulillah. Then, came another car with a driver just like before but with an attitude. On a two-lane road, he only speeds like 40km/h and he should have been on the first left lane (Malaysian road law) but he chose to be on the right. 

I thought after he cut me he wants to speed but no... no sir. Argh... be patient please... And they say women drivers are bad drivers. Very very bias opinion indeed.

To be sabr is not easy but I try to be as sabr as I can. May Allah help me.

Be patience

whenever someone says something bad about you
reflect and be patience
if you are on the right side
be cool and stay cool
let he/she says whatever he/she wants
then you reason
if you are wrong
ask forgiveness and repent
do not let bad words discourage you
be cool and stay cool
be patience and seek advice
you know...
the road that you choose is not always
pleasing to others
you choose to work for Islam
you choose to wear the sunnah styles
sometimes others would find that
your work and your appearance
rather unpleasing to their eyes
so what!
let them be...
just be patience and stay sabr.
you are just trying to please
Allah The Almighty.
that is what really counts.

Please... don't hurt me anymore.

Assalamualaikum to all my dear friends.

How's everyone these days? Hopefully life is getting better and better for all of us in every aspects of it. More important, if our life is getting better in a spiritual way and we become more pious and religious while we struggle with all the daily chores as human on this planet.

This morning when I was driving to work, I listened to Maher Zain's Insyaallah all the way from home to my office. Yes, the same song keep repeating itself on and on. Well, actually that was my own doing, lol. I am a bit in a down mood lately. I summarized it down to the after effect of moving house and starting my new term at university.

No, I'm just bluffing. 

I don't know... sometimes certain people can really make me hurt inside. I am quite sad when yesterday, my colleagues were talking about how easy for them to get pregnant and they sound like they were boasting about it in front of me who are not blessed yet with child. They know about me and how sensitive I was about the issue but I can't blame them. They are right!

Anyway, people's mouth can just cannot be shut up. Maybe out of envy and my own hurtful experiences, all the talking makes my mood really bad and all day long I just kept quiet. And I just kept doing that even though I am back at home. I was supposed to be the happy wife, active and lively so that my husband wouldn't know that I am dispirited.

However things got worse. After praying my Asr, the water tank broke and I just sobbed into my prayer cloth... silently. Don't want hubby to know about it because then I'll make him sad and he is not very patient with sadness. Better to suffer alone. No one will really understand except Allah Subhanahuwata'ala. 

Then late yesterday's afternoon, my 8-months-pregnant sister came home. I just couldn't take it anymore and kept to myself inside my room, reading the Qur'an and not talking at all with anyone including Hubby. He's so busy with his work. I bet he don't even notice me. Not until Thomas Cup, Uber Cup and whatever 'cups' will finish then he'll be as usual again. And ... that might be long after World Cup.

Where was I? Oh, the pregnancy issue. I know, I'm trying to be tough. I succeeded but only to some extend. When people keep harrasing me with he the same questions, insinuating me, and saying I'm not fertile... The word infertile is very very very hurtful. I think I might explode... soon. But alhamdulillah, never to that extend yet because I always cool my anger and hurt down with istighfar and just get myself away from those people.

I keep praying everyday and every time that Allah remembers me and my pleas. I pray that He loves me enough to bless me with a fertile womb. I am trying and if I have enough money I'm considering IVF. The fatwa has come out that Muslims can also do IVF by following certain rules. Yes, I know... and I already research, read and even attended a seminar about it. But right now, it's not possible. The cost is way too high.

I forgive those people who hurt me either intentionally or not because at the end of the day, it's between me and my Lord.

36

It's the important day in my life
It's the day my dad proudly say iqamah to my ears
It's the day that I came to this world screaming my heart out
It's the day Allah allowed me for the first time to breath His air
It's the day I was born

But... it's okay

Because since that day I have grown so much
Because since that day Allah has bestow upon me lots of love
Because since that day He has given me so many blessings
Because since that day I have learnt that I am only in transit on this world
Because since that day I know that I have a mission to complete
Because since that day I have matured gradually
Because since that day I realized that real love is only for You
Because since that day I can't force people to love me but I will pray that He does

However...

I am only human, I crave for love
I am an unimportant individual, I look for recognition
I am part of a family, I thirst for appreciation
I am my own person, I wish to be accepted as I am
I am strong willed, I hope to be tamed
I am also weak inside, I silently cry for attention
I am doing my best to be a perfect wife, a filial daughter, an obedient servant of Allah
I am who I am

Whatever I do...

the others will come first
he will be the priority
my own satisfaction depends on the situation

Looks like my expectation is too much
I'm praying for appreciation that was none
no one seems to care
but alhamdulillah he remembers, that's what's important
that makes life meaningful
that makes my day.

Turn to Allah...
... you are the only one for me
Don't leave me alone
Only You remember me... that's my belief.
Thank you for giving me another day and a new year
I will always love You the best I could.

spontaneously by: 
lone ranger, 10 April 2010
world of books




image is from here.

Already missing him

Assalamualaikum and good evening everyone.

Firstly, I'm sorry if this entry would made you think that I am emotional. Well... yes, I am very emotional right now. Please do not read if you don't want to. I am just going to release my emotions here.

Source: My Space

After so many years of not being apart for more than a day, hubby is now somewhere in Kuala Terengganu attending some meetings there. He's appointment to go there came so late and too sudden for me to adapt to. I am already missing him. Someone from the State office came to our house at 11 this morning and took him to KT and tomorrow they might go to Kuala Lumpur. I don't know. The information that I have is too limited but I know he's with his friends.

You will feel the same if you have never be apart from your husband. Everyday when I get home from the office or from the bookshop he will always be in the house waiting for me because he's working from home. I can see his smile and feel his hug but now, the house feels so empty without him.

It's too quiet. And I am left alone with my load of working papers, assignments and my sickness, cough, cough. I wonder... this must be the feeling when your other half  is no longer with you. The loneliness and everything about him you will remember.

And the tears start falling down.

Oh, crap! I don't want to be like this. Insyaallah he'll be home by Tuesday. 

I'm gonna busied myself with lots of reading - can't read the Qur'an right now, monthly issue so I will fill it with books, internet, playing with my nieces and nephew, they are home for the school holidays. Once in a while I can text him.

And still, I miss him. A lot. May Allah take good care of you my dear. And please come back home safely.

Sometimes you've got to read something light and easy

... like this Shopaholic books set,

... just to ease the stress of reading so many journals, browsing so many websites, flipping through so many newspaper cuttings and rewriting the report so many times. 

Actually, I already all these Sophie Kinsella's books but because they are an easy entertainment for me, I'll reread them whenever I want to release some negative energy.

Would reading this kind of books will help?

And my dear, could you please give me a little back-massage? I love you.

Alhamdulillah...

Assalamualaikum to all dear friends.

Alhamdulillah, I'm back and my health condition is better.

Alhamdulillah, during my absence from KakChik's Wardrobe for almost 4 days, I have went through lots of interesting, wonderful, and sad experiences. Syukr, everything makes my life more happening.

Alhamdulillah, my bookshop is doing better, more customers are coming and make my business grow.

Alhamdulillah, my husband and I went for a movie for the first in our entire life. The film is Ketika Cinta Bertasbih, you can find this in youtube. It's a love story but very Islamic. I've read the novel before I watch the movie. It really touch my heart.

Alhamdulillah, I went shopping with my Mom to help ease her loneliness and tiredness after taking care of the family. She's been taking care of the whole family dedicated and lovingly. She deserves a treat and she got a Bonia handbag.

Alhamdulillah, my new home is 95% complete. I might move in this coming Maulidun Nabi, the same day I'm celebrating my 8th anniversary.

Alhamdulillah... alhamdulillah... alhamdulillah..

Betrayal

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum to everyone who came for a visit or just drop by. Have you ever been betrayed? What do you feel when someone you trusted betrayed you? How would you handle the problem? Yes, I have so many questions regarding this topic. You would ask, "why, what happen?" Well... just something unthinkable happened.

Pic credits: Zawaj.com

Monica A. Frank, Ph.D said that,

"Betrayal is probably the most devastating loss a person can experience. To be betrayed, the person must first experience trust in the betrayer. It is fairly impossible for you to be betrayed if you did not trust the individual in the first place. Therefore, the definition of betrayal involves the act of someone violating your trust in them."

It's TRUE.

When an individual is betrayed by someone, they lose trust in that person. In trusting another person, we believe that they won't hurt us; when they do hurt us, we then have the awareness that this other person has the capacity to hurt us. Therefore, we have lost something very important to the relationship.

Why did you broke my trust? This is the first thing that would be in your mind. If you are a very patient person, you would be pondering this question quietly. But if you are not, you might be crying your heart out.

Go on, lie to me and take me for granted. You'll regret all this soon. Don't you remember, Allah is everywhere and there are two Malaikats on either side of you? Please... please be responsible for all your actions. Remember the hadith that we learned during Form 4 in secondary? I remember it says that we should be responsible toward our own selves, our parents, our community and of course our deen.

Don't ever stabbeb me behind my back!  Do not claim nothing has happened. Do not say I was wrong! Find forgiveness, please... as soon as possible, from the person that trust you.

The reason that betrayal is the most devastating kind of loss is because most often it is a loss that didn't have to occur. It only occurs because of someone's deliberately hurtful behavior, or their carelessness, or their own personal weakness.The person who was betrayed believes that the choice was wrong and preventable

O Allah... I know this is your test. I know you are testing me so that I can remember who I am, why I am here and where I will be going soon. This is only part of the trials that I would have to overcome. If I become hysterical and loss my patient, I loose. But I think I win.

Please stay there for me so that tonight, tomorrow until I meet you again in Mahsyar.

I need You. Especially now.

I win because I'm so calm and not angry at all.

I win because I'm strong.

I win because I say things because of Allah.

Our New Home Is Almost Finish

Assalamualaikum dear friends and readers.

May Allah bless us all with good health (cough, cough) insyaAllah and a happy life with our family wherever we are.

Actually I'm not feeling very well since the Eid day but I think my illness is lesser than my mom who's suffering from fever, sore throat, cough and high blood pressure. I won't whine or sigh because I will always remember that my beloved hard working mom is sicker than me. I would try my best to help her while I still have a few more days at home.

Well, apart from the health thingy, I'd like to share with you that our new home is soon to be finished. You can see part of it in the image above. Currently, workers are doing the flooring job for the second floor after they'd finished the ground floor's yesterday. Alhamdulillah.

The house should have been finished in the middle of this year however due to certain circumstances, it was delayed. I am hoping to move in by early next year, insyaAllah.

I'm living in a kampung (village) that's why you can see there are coconut trees nearby the house. Well a few have been chopped down by the landowner next door to give way for new development (maybe) so now there's no more coconut trees behind my house.

I don't really have a story to write today, so this might be it.

Wassalam.

Eid and the after effect

Assalamualaikum dear friends and readers. May peace and blessings of Allah be upon all of you. And I hope that everyone is in good health and enjoying your life wherever you are.

Right now, it's raining non-stop in Kota Bharu and the weather seems to be staying like that maybe until tomorrow. The rain has been pouring since early last night and hasn't stop till now. However, alhamdulillah... on the Eid day, the weather was very bright and shining. Thanks to Allah that has bestow upon us the good weather so that we can make the sacrifice in good conditions.

It is a four day Eid for Kelantanese and it has always been like that since I'm small. Kelantanese celebrates Aidul-Adha a bit grander and longer than others in Malaysia. We know that Aidul-Fitr is a big day for everyone but to most of Kelantanese Aidul-Adha is bigger. I don't really know the specific reasons for that but from my own experience, people here start celebrating the coming Eid starting from the 1st. day of Zulhijjah by fasting and the Arafah day. We were taught to feel the same experience of those doing their hajj in Makkah so that we will always thought about performing the hajj too, the mabrur hajj. Anyway this feeling that I'm not able to tell you because my lacking of the right words for it, is starting to loose it's meaning when modernization came.

Well, nobody is to be blamed because I'm also do not do enough efforts in preserving that feeling. I don't know. I think I'm getting sloppy in my ibadah, that's why I am loosing the real spirit and meaning of both Eids especially Aidul-Adha.

Apart from that, Aidul-Adha is the day when people sacrifice a sheep or a goat or a cow as a sacrificial imitation of the Prophet Ibrahim sacrificing his son, the Prophet Ismail (there's more to this story than what I'm stating here, so please do more reading). This year I'm not able to do it but some of my siblings and also my parent did sacrificed a cow. My father slaughtered the cow as always and then many family members helped to cut the meat and devided them into 7 parts. 4 parts are my family's which we then devided again into smaller portions to be devided to our relatives, faqirs (the poors), and some are for us to make food for the helpers and a bit is stored for us. Alhamdulillah all the meat have found the rightful owners.

One of the food is the dalca or mix vege curry that I've eaten with white rice.

Besides that, here and there people are inviting us to their majlis such as wedding celebrations, aqiqahs and 'open house' events which means we will be consuming varieties of food mainly made from meat. Oh my! Just imagine what is the big after effect from those food. Allahu Akbar! They have made me sick of stomach ache and diarrhea since last night. I feel like lying down but today is the KINDY day at our house. There are 7 kids below 11 playing and bickering everywhere in this house. I just couldn't live my mom, sister and maid looking after them without helping at all. So, no napping for me. Actually they are my nieces and nephew who are left here because their parents (my sisters) are already working today while my youngest sister and I are still on holiday.

Between the toilet, kitchen and the kids, I try to sqeeze a little time to write this, hehe. Oh no! Mom is scolding someone out there. Got to go now. Those kids are really pressing their luck with my ill mother. Bye for now. Wassalam.

I'm rambling

Assalamualaikum everyone.

Sorry for not doing any updates since this morning. I was a bit busy with the family and also trying to do some readings because I've been neglecting my books for quite sometime.

When you are living in a big family like mine, you'll have more responsibilities to fulfill especially when you are the eldest among the siblings. FYI, I'm not the eldest child but I'm currently the eldest in this house so, I have to be more responsible towards my parents who has been sheltering me and hubby while our own house is being built.

Today, my older sister arrived home for a visit. She's a teacher who teaches religious classes and also Arabic. A few months ago I've written here about her miscarriage. Alhamdulillah, she brings home a good news for us, she's pregnant again. The whole family is so happy for her especially because she's having a girl after two boys.

As for business matters, my bookstore is doing ok although we have a bit of a problem with our landlord. InsyaAllah the problem will be solved soon and we might be moving to another location early next year. It will be a better location than the current one, insyaAllah.

And my abaya business is doing rather good considering I only have a small selections with me. InsyaAllah tomorrow the shipment will arrived and next week I can open up a promotion table at a few places. I've already recieved two invitations to open up a stall selling my books and the abayat. I am hoping to do my best in introducing the abayat to my local market. Please pray for my success.

I got to pen off now, my book is calling.

Recurring headache

It's the headache again.Making me weak and feverish.

I should visit a doctor and get an MC or EL as an excuse from going to work.J

ust a few days ago... and now it started again. With 2 tablets of Panadol I'll try to lie down and get some rest. It's really an effort to try napping in daylight because I'm not a person who can easily falls asleep when the Sun is up.

Husband got to help me send the 2 cheques to the Library because the lift technician will come to get them today. Hopefully my colleagues will be okay without me. 

This week almost each of us has fallen ill. Flu, PMS and me with my headache.

I think I have to lie down now.

I have a fashion show to attend

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh.

Dear friends and readers,

This afternoon at 2.30 pm I'll be at the Gala Pesona Cik Siti Wan Kembang - a fashion show organized by a women charity group called Chempaka. I received 2 invitations from a different sub-committee and insyaAllah, I shall be there.

They told me that the gala is a only for women and no videotaping is aloud. Luckily they permit me to take pictures, alhamdulillah. What's the use of I'm being there if I can't snapped any picture right?

I'm still thinking of which dress that I will wear to this gala. Do you think this one would be suitable?


Or... should I wear a whole black abaya outfit with a little bling-bling? Hehehe... I'm just trying to be happy because someone just told me a bad news and dampen my cheerful spirit. What a damper!

No... I'm not gonna tell the bad news here because I know bad news is not suppose to be told to anyone. I'm going to settle it later. As for now, me and my dear husband are going to find some solutions for the bad news.

InsyaAllah I'll share some photos from that fashion show. Till then, wassalam.

Girls, Fear Allah, Don't Fear Me

That's what I always said to the girls and boys who came to our library. And I said that again just now.

Day by day, our library has become more popular with the secondary school students especially the girls. Nearby this library we have 4 secondary schools and every afternoon after 1 pm many of their students flooded into our library.

I'm happy that they choose to come to this library rather than loitering the malls or doing nothing beneficial. BUT... there is a few buts.


Picture only as example. Source: Google

The first one is, some of them seldom study, do revision or looking for books. If they did study, it's only for a few minutes then they start disturbing others. From what I've seen so far these girls came here looking for guys and vice versa. They flirt, they laugh so loud, they disobey the rules, they just simply wasting their time. Our staffs have been advising them about the meaning of coming to the library, what's the purpose, the importance of respecting others and the intention of coming to the library. But we are talking to deaf ears.

We talk to them in natural tones, kind tones, friendly tones and a few of us have been known for loosing their patience and scolded these kids. We are sorry, really, because we shouldn't be like that. We are here to do da'wah to them but we are also human.

Another but is these teenagers keep loosing their moral values even though some of them are prefects at their schools. From my own experience prefects are suppose to be exemplary students either academically or in akhlaq. I'm sad to look at these youngsters who talk back at almost every naseehah that was given to them. If they do not talk back, they back biting and make fun of us.

As the secretary cum manager of this library, I always remember our vision and mission of our existence in this community. We will do our best in providing a free and peaceful place for everyone to gain knowledge and ties silaturrahim (Islamic friendship). And we will do our best to ensure that this library has the soul of knowledge, the Islamic feel inside it, the happiness of being in a library, a different type of feelings almost like being in a masjid. But lately they corrupted that too. We are loosing the peacefulness.

Sometimes I like to walk around the 3 floors of our library just to observe. It just that I love seeing our regulars reading and studying in the library. And sometimes I share with them the love for reading and the wisdom of Islamic way of life, especially if I see anyone doing forbidden things like sitting in too close proximity between a girl and a boy. If I saw any misbaheviour, I'll use a friendly but firm tone of voice to advise. I don't like being stern or fierce because I think nobody would like that kind of tones.

But... these kids are really tough and stiff-necked. Really! They make fun of everything. Example:

From a far I can see a few girls are playing around with a few boys, probably from the same school. Talking so loud, laughing, eating and even one girl was using her body language to entice a boy sitting beside her (actually the reading area is separate according to gender, this is an Islamic library). And I thought, I have to tell them about FEAR ALLAH. When they saw me, everybody practically ran to their separate tables. And I just said this to them,

"Adik-adik... kenapa takutkan akak? Takutlah Allah yang sedang melihat. Ingatlah dua Malaikat kiri dan kanan yang sentiasa mencatat amal perbuatan kita. Jangan takutkan akak kerana mati esok, kita akan jumpa Allah. Takutlah pada Allah dik."

Translation:
"Brothers & sisters... why do you fear me? Please fear Allah because He sees everything you do. Remember, there are two Angels beside you who jot down every deed that you do. Don't fear me, but fear Allah. If we die tomorrow, we are going to face Him soon."

I left them after saying those words. I pray, I pray that they will give some thought on what I've said to them. I'm not saying I'm better than them. I'm just doing my amanah as the dai'e of Islam. I love them because they are Muslim too. I don't want to be an individual who think only of myself but I care about others around me.

I know they are still young and want to enjoy life but at that age they also need to know and understand what is akhlaq as a Muslim.

I am so please with myself

... because I managed to fold 3 baskets of clean clothes!

Yes, you got that right. It was last week that I last doing that task. Actually I wash my dirty clothes everyday but I simply don't have time to fold them. Day by day, the pile of clean clothes keep mounting and no one is going to help me folding them. I know... I know... it's not a good example of a good wife but it's just this week. A week of too many important responsibilities and meetings and also I need to update my blogs right? (try to find excuses)

Well, this morning, after I'm done with preparing breakfast, I updated Keluargaku Sayang and in between I tackle the clothes. Some clothes like abayaat, baju kurungs, husband's shirts and t-shirts, I hang up in the wardrobe (oh, I really need a new and bigger wardrobe). That's the easiest part. The uneasy part is folding the rest because there's no more hanger and also the undies.

I try to be determined and ALHAMDULILLAH, after 2 hours, I managed to finish folding 3 baskets of clothes. Yahoo!!

Happy! Happy! And Happy!

Now, that corner of my bedroom looks so spacious and bright. I wonder what happen there before. Hmm... but don't be too happy because this afternoon another basket of dry laundry will be there, at the corner. Hopefully, I can do the folding after Maghrib while watching the news. At least tomorrow is public holiday (Deepavali/Diwali).

Ahh... after writing this, I'm going to enjoy my bubble bath then solat, do some reading and maybe take some need nap.

See ya.

Don't be afraid, be proud of who you are.

Proud to Cover by hanniaziz on Polyvore.com

Proud to be Muslim by hanniaziz on Polyvore.com

This is my expression of FREEDOM. As Muslim, we are FREE to choose the style we cover ourselves. The IMPORTANT issue is COVER MODESTLY. Any kind of style is okay and don't try to ask people to follow you because this is FREEDOM and basic human rights.

And also, this is what Islam teaches us.


~I am rambling randomly. Going to sleep now.~