Nov 18, 2009

... and I thought she only wanted to be hijabless

Assalamualaikum to all dear friends and readers.

Most of you must have already heard the news about our well known cute sister who has left Islam a few days ago. Actually to me it's more shocking because I know two sisters who are so famous in the Youtube world for their hijab and niqab styles videos, left Islam recently. I'm still in shock of the news on the first sister and today when I login to Youtube, there's this video from another sister, hijabless. Allahu Akbar!

Allah knows best but I am really saddened by both news. I don't know what's triggered them to leave Islam but I feel betrayed by them especially when I read their latest facebook updates prior to their decision. I'm sorry, but I can't help feeling like that. I know that have their own reasons to take that decision. I'm not going to criticize their action because I'm no one. My knowledge in Islam is still not much and my good deed as a Muslim is so little, so I just can pray for them.

I know life as a Muslim after reverting and living in a non-Muslim countries, is mostly hard. That's from stories that I've read from fellow sisters' blogs. I did cried to most of the stories and experiences that my fellow Muslim sisters have gone through to keep their imaan. I'm so so thankful to Allah for giving me life as a Muslim since birth, alhamdulillah. And I'm so sorry for those sisters but I am also proud of them for being able to find strength and peace in Islam although they were discriminated, harassed, abused and even murder threat. For me who's born Muslim, they are a better Muslims than me and I always thought that they cherished Islam better than me because it so hard for them to find it. Sometimes born Muslims take Islam for granted.

Thinking about those two ex-Muslim sisters, my heart goes heavy with sadness. I'm asking myself, what have I done to help? Right now I'm only capable of making du'a for them to see the light of truth again despite their grief over what has happen recently in their life. May Allah always keep us on the His deen and show us the right way to Him. And I pray to Allah for His blessings and to keep our hearts firm on His deen.

I'm going to miss sis K and sis E. InsyaAllah I won't be unsubscribing from their YT account and even though one sister already change her account, I've already subscribe so that my ties with her wouldn't lost forever. May Allah show them the light of Islam again.

34 comments:

Sitisifir10 said...

:( Jangankan menanggalkan tudung, dari bertudung labuh ke tudung pendek sudah menyedihkan...apatah pula meninggalkan Islam??

nazliahnazeer said...

naz sedih n tkejut sgt kakchik bila dpt tau.pg tadi br tau. :( sebak rasa..entah la. smoga Allah beri hidaya semula utk mereka.naz doakn yg tbaik.lepas kuar dr islam ni harapnya diorg tak buruk2 kan islam, naz takut yg ni. :(

Margaret said...

Wait, what happened? That's what I get for falling ill and leaving the blog o sphere for a few days...

Sarah Plain And Short said...

OH no not her as well :((( i loved her videos so much, she really inspired me ..sigh Allah keep us strong and make them strong inshaALlah

Ms. R said...

Salam alaikom kakchik,

I hope that they would sit back and reflect on the reason why they chose to leave Islaam and insha Allah realise that it wasn't a good decision. I saw both the youtube profiles and it saddens me to read about them.

Anyway sis, sis E did not leave Islaam, she is a bit confused about something so insha Allah it'll be cleared up for her.

It's true sis, no one should judge them but Allah. I hope that people will leave them alone to let them think it through not be so quick to criticize.

Allahu'alam

kakchik said...

Sitisifir10, itulah pengalaman kawan2 kita yang sangat mendukacitakan tapi terpaksa juga diterima dengan berat hati. Tapi kes dua kenalan ini lebih mendukacitakan.

kakchik said...

naz, perasaan kita sama naz. kakchik tau pasal sis K sejak beberapa hari lepas melalui perubahan update dia di FB dan sis E pagi tadi juga. sedih, hanya Allah yang tahu bagaimana pula perasaan mereka selepas mengambil tindakan tu.

kakchik said...

Margaret, sis K has left Islam. She deleted all her blog, youtube, facebook and twitter accounts. It's too drastic and too shocking for me. While sis E is hijabless now. No more hijab and niqab. You should check out other sisters blogs.

kakchik said...

Sarah Plain And Short, please watch her latest video showing her without the headscarf. I can't listen very clearly due to my busy surrounding. But the gist of her video is that she has lost faith in Islam. I'm sorry if I'm wrong to say that she also has left Islam. Got to find more proof. Hopefully she's still Muslim.

kakchik said...

Wa'alaikummussalam Ms. R.
Hopefully they'll do that.
Is that true? Alhamdulillah.. if she still a Muslim. Maybe I heard it wrong. I really hope she's still in this Deen even though hijabless. We can never know the real reason right, so I would pray more for her.
If you get the fact about her still Muslim and confirmed, please tell me. I'd like to change my statement above about her. Until then, I'll live it like that.

Azura Iznil said...

Maaf Kak Chik...saya tak sedar pon..boleh tahu sapa?

Ms. R said...

Here's the link sis about sis E:

http://www.youtube.com/user/thevintagegoth#p/u/0/kk4-TCaRqyA

She posted a video saying that she isn't a good muslim, not that she left Islaam or that she has embraced another religion. Insha Allah, I hope that is what she meant.

kakchik said...

Azura, they are Kimdonesia and the vintagegoth.

kakchik said...

Ms. R, thank you sis. I think I've seen that video only that I can't hear clearly because of my noisy surrounding.

Stylomom said...

Kak Chik, I dont know about these until I read two days ago about Kimdonesia in somebody's blog. I just read her blog, she is still a muslima and the last Girl, the vintage goth, yes, she took off her hijab - I dont know, sometimes we are quick to judge, for all we know they are still the same person, we can make do'a and pray for the best. We dont know what our own fate will be...

teachernur said...

Allah knows best...dah tak tau nak cakap aper lagik... yang elok, kita ambil, yang tak kita buang.

Sahara-Henna said...

salam alaykum wr wb
today i have watched to video from the vintagegoth. i dont understand this. she was a good muslima and she helped others much. she loved islam. tht makes me so sad wallah. she should know what happens with people who leave islam. isnt she afraid of tht what ll happen after death? i dont get this. i cant belive tht she is gone wallah :'(.

سيده نفيسه said...

salam, yeah me too very shocked!may allah guide them

NoR said...

tis is really shocking and sad.

I wont say more :(

فاوزيا ........ said...

salam.......

truly saddened by tht news...
anyone can help me...provide me the link to this 2 girls !

azniza said...

wahai Tuhan Yang Memiliki hati, tetapkanlah hati2 kami di dalam agamaMu dan ketaatan pada perintahMu..

kakchik said...

Stylomom, Kim is not a Muslim anymore. She posted a video yesterday entitled KIMDONESIA: WHY I LEFT ISLAM. Pls refer to Keluargaku Sayang for the video.
I'm afraid we have to accept their decision sis. May Allah open up their heart for Islam again and keep our imaan firmly on this Deen.

kakchik said...

teachernur, yes Allah knows best. without His consent this things would not happen. He is testing us.

kakchik said...

Sahara-Henna,
Wa'alaikummussalam to you sis.
Yes, I know... we wouldn't understand why because she's the only one who really knows the real reason.
Pray for her sis because who might know she'll come back.

kakchik said...

wkslm sayyidah.
pray for them to come back to Islam and pray for us to be strong in imaan.

kakchik said...

NoR, let's not say anything anymore. Just do our best as a Muslim for ourselves and also for other Muslims.

kakchik said...

فاوزيا ,
here's the channel to sis E http://www.youtube.com/user/thevintagegoth AND here's for sis K http://www.youtube.com/user/lifeaccording2kim

kakchik said...

azniza, terima kasih. kakchik amiinkan doa tu.

ery kumagai said...

Imaan is great blessing. Lets pray to Allah to keep us in the right path, till our last breath.
Inshaallah

kakchik said...

ery kumagai,
yes, let's do it.

wnorhaslina said...

Salam

Kak Chik. Ina balik kampung minggu lepas dan terputus dari dunia internet utk seketika waktu. Dan BAmm ! this two news. I'm Speachless as I love erin very much. Semoga Allah memberi hidayah kepada Kim dan Erin.

kakchik said...

Wkslm ina.
Memang ramai orang terkejut besar ina. Boleh jadi seluruh dunia sebab mrk berdua sgt famous. Tapi skrg ni kita hanya mampu mendoakan agar mereka mendapat semula hidayah Allah.

umm ruman said...

Who am I to say anything about this matter, only my doa for both of them. Perhaps we have not play our best role as a Muslim to them.

kakchik said...

I don't know kak azah. There must be something wrong with our approach toward them. It's so sad but what can we do? Hopefully Allah will bless them with hidayah again.

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